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haish

2010-02-12T00:31:00.001-08:00

today read girl girl blog, full of sadness..all i can say is that i will not sympathise but care as a guy,if i resort to sympathy i rather die..girl girl, i will stand by ur side, be it as a friend or some1 special..in times when u need me the most, be it a shoulder to cry on, advice to solve ur problem or a listening ear, whatever it takes to wipe out ur tears or sadness..i will lend u anything that i can give..

Just dont be sad, ur a person who can do anything mentally and far more stronger in doing logical things with a mind clear of what u are doing rather than mine, having the will to do things but however i will get what i want with my efforts but realise this is the wrong thing...so smile ;D

finally can have relaxation

2010-02-12T00:19:00.000-08:00

been sometime since i post in my blog, sorry for dissapoint frequent readers...Been too busy lately..In project wise and teaching my bro on how to live his life correctly..

What went on recently in school:

Got release from debarment list, get to take my exams !! YAY~~~ but of course got scolded lol due to teacher saying we must pass and i countering of sure pass but pass only by how many marks hahaz..(as if that will happen)
Finished my Presentation and CA2 of AOA( advance office administration)
Yong ming broke a chair and we laugh like mad haha
really not looking forward to end of sch..haissh

What went on during Pub:

funniest crap happen, went down to my fav pub, and didnt see hui ping for sometime she jiu diao me...dortz.. i only talk to shirley..what i do wrong sia
Elaine woot!!~~~ she finall y started to make a move to talk to me hahahaha... that day some1 bang into her almost killed the guy , comon u knock into a gal and worst of all shes my friend..lucky she stop me

Chinese new yr

eh..nth new... guess maybe gonna sit through chinese new year, because i really find i can do nth during the Chinese new year

hmmz...

2010-01-31T07:15:00.000-08:00

lol..seems like i always skip a day to post another blog, yesterday played basketball...well unpredictable thing happen, my friend land on his head and i think his shen qin xian( nerve system) got tangled or sth and he got into a fits(however u spell it) situation..wasnt the first time i see it and i wasnt the only 1 there so i stayed calm, bt kinda a bad experience, he was vomiting there and he was my teammate..he was send to hospital bt before that it took many of us to hold him down

today did nth bt thought abt the frightful incident ytd, anyways game with yu han in the afternoon and zhen wei called me to go down and see wei jie in the hospital, reached there n he was like having a party, he pissed me off with his bed, kinda regret didnt crush him ytd, ;x LOL opps.. bt yea crack alot of jokes there and went home..so thats all i did and did alittle of my spanish research

el brazo izquierdo para proteger a mi familia, el brazo derecho para proteger a mi amor - left arm to protect my family, right arm to protect my love

PS. girl no matter what happen i will stand by ur side alright ? XD

thanks kiddo

2010-01-29T05:26:00.001-08:00

today was again a moodless day... when i woke up, my head was spinning~~ so didnt went school..
afternoon just took a stroll and sat there thinking... Is what the fortune teller who predicted 80% of my life is true? am i really gonna be a goner this yr?

theres a saying on 3 crucial happening in ur life that takes place,to get over 1 after another is your will or fate decides it for you..well my da jie took me to this fortune teller who looks at crystal, dont really believe in this but hey! my luck sucks last year so whats more it could hurt.. arrived and expected bunch of bullshits but however he know what the heck is going on, most of it is true.. and he told me 1 thing, your this year and next year be your crucial period where ur luck is at the lowest and anything can happen..well if u talking abt will to live i have non left to pull through if that thing happens.. why?

Ans

my dad and mum can take care of themself, they dont lack anything, i have no siblings too
there is no1 in life i need to protect anymore,things arent the same as before when i had my 1st gf whom i would give my 110% to make sure i pull through any crap this world have to throw at me
i have met the 2 people in life that can gave me peace in my heart when im with them, and i have really enjoyed life, i gave everything i have for my 1st gf, i have enjoyed at least afew happy moments in my life
i have met friends whom stayed with me when i was depressed,cried and almost killed myself

SO theres nothing for me to regret already

and about today i met the nicest kiddo in my life, hahaz hes a kid that actually praise a guy like me on why did i pick soccer instead of basketball, told him i was a soccer player, bball was just a sport to burn my time..

PS. kiddo when u reach my age u will know why sometimes a guy like me just wanna practice alone to keep things away from my mind.. thanks once again as u really made me smile

snap out of it!~

2010-01-28T07:26:00.000-08:00

it seems after going to the doc, mind was bothered by many things, trying to stay focus and many other things bothering me !!~~ aHHHH snap out of it~~actually saw two basketball hoops LOL..DAMN told myself i was screwed n lucky team won but my performance was the worst... anyways those that read my blog, heres alittle i promise on the photoshoot

those who read this pls stop asking me this questions again n hope u knw me better

2010-01-28T05:54:00.000-08:00

A short always asked questions by people

why do i always put gals before guys even though the guys i have known for a long time?

Ans: simple, Becos firstly, i lack of interest in guys ( sorry for being so direct) ;p , 2nd we guys happen to be a auto mindset, even if the other guys dont accompany us we can find other people to get company from or we will just find other things to do while gals if they ask guys out, usually they have things on their mind or they cant find some1 else to be with them

2. why wont i hesitate to die for the people i love?

Ans: if u are me, wont u do the same? we got to face death one day so why scared to die?rather than u die of aging or sickness, getting to die for your love ones is more worth it

3. IF there is one thing that you aint good at doing, what is that?

Ans: i am the worst at failing at things i wanna do

4.Why am i so bossy?protective of my friends or love ones?

If ur born in a family that gives u everything, u have no siblings.. all u have is friends whom u stick with and love ones whom u used your effort to get them, i cant bear and afford to watch my own friends and even more my loved ones get hurt..after all they are the only ones whom i used my own effort without the help of my family to get

5. being bossy, arent u afraid they will hate you?

if i have done everything in my capabilities be it warning them or protecting them..i rather they hate me than being hurt themself

6. how was your first love?

it was hell? imagine u rush all the way back from korea itself knowing ur gf is ill and find out shes two timing u?

7.whats the most memorable name given to u by ur ex's/gf?

eh...other than my 1st and 2nd gf, others just pretty much gave me dear and darling, but my 1st gave me "SHA REN YAN" killers eye, and 2nd gf is a thai so its quite special calling tirak in thai meaning for dear

8.whats the most memorable thing u have ever encountered in life?

probaly having my 1st kiss stolen from me without me even preparing for it...wanted to do it the drama style u knw? eyes stare and then eye brown lift up kinda thingy

9.What near death experience ya encountered before?

only 3 i guess, firstly was i was small and have high fever and almost died lol, 2nd was singapore taekwondo competition tryouts and the guy i fought with to get into the list punch a hole through a wall LOL lucky manage to dodge it and lastly the stupid yong ming bang the lift and drop till lower ground floor

10.things i hate to eat?

vegetable?mushrooms? anything to do with veggie

eh cant think of anything more, will update if i do

Results of the visit to the doctor..

2010-01-28T03:41:00.000-08:00

Like i say on the earlier post i went to see the doc for the cause of my coughing of blood...and well it is pissed off to say...

enter the doc office and he asked me whats wrong with me and i told him i coughed out blood and feeling dizzy nowadays while doing sports
he checked my blood pressure and heart rate and told me that my heart rate was beating faster than normal, and i am having low blood pressure
next he asked me how many hours i do sports a day and i said 6 without fail, he almost faint lol
he told me to stop doing sports as since i am low blood pressure, i required sweet things to keep my body moving but however if not my heart got to work twice to keep my body moving and by not resting everyday and forcing myself to work over the limit, i will continue to cough blood (summarize version of what complicated stuff he say)
i told him how long he wanted me to stop, he said for at least 1 week and go back to do another checkup to confirm if i am fit to go back to sports
end of day, lol got muscle relaxant, heavy cough medicine, pain killers,dizzy/headache(similar to panadol) and a hardcore scolding from family doc of not going for the last blood check he arranged for me

conclusion, i pretty much dont give a shit about his prescription, LOL u call me dont do sports is like cutting off my arms and legs

made up for last few days missing post

2010-01-27T18:00:00.000-08:00

eh sorry...last few days didnt post, was quite busy with tons of matches everyday... tuesday was a day to remember..went into class and got scolded till cant even find a place to hide...lol..yea that was dumb..

yesterday morning, didnt feel too good, went to the toilet for 3 times..then went to find that i am really comfortable with..and at night a heck of a bball match...but maybe this few days been pushing myself real hard till i actually cough out alittle blood and felt real dizzy..gonna go and see doc n update alittle ba..

gonna post some questions and ans to help those who dont really know me well and hope to stop people around me from asking the same questions over and over again

1st time blogging after awhile

2010-01-25T06:20:00.000-08:00

erm 1st time blogging after awhile..~~ kinda nervous LOl
Heard blogging is about what i do and feeling ok here it goes:

Set alarm at 7.30 but keep slamming my alarm clock till it flew and auto wake up at 8.00am
Stone for 10 minutes and took a rinse in the bath, drank a cup of coffee and set off for basketball practice

When i arrived at the Basketball court

Stone there looking at the Pole for like 5 mins
warm up, run 5 normal laps and another 5 dribbling ball, 30 sit ups and 40 push ups
after warm ups, take shots and it was 50/250 shots,lol failure =.= ( coach gonna kill me..lol told me to shoot 1000 times a day..)
suffer the side effects of shoulder for 15 mins screaming in my head and head home
shower and head to school

At school

Nothing much happen, lol arrived late and as usual, yong ming and i started scolding each other, he always give up by saying dont disturb me LOL..then patrol whole class doing nothing again... During public relation, discuss project and YAY almost completing i think : p

After school

Head home and sleep till 745pm and started to head to basketball court
reach there, wushu block my half court and end up practicing with the pros ... air ball and having them pass back is really wanting to go and hide under chair
they wanted to play match and 1 asked me if i know how to play but however i told him beginner, however luck was terribly good and i caught up score from 6-0 to 7-5..still lost lol but for beginner catch up 5 point im happy, after that 7-5 were challenged by bengs and they marked me like mad, they were sad as i end up being distraction and took no shots LOL and they still got thrashed
went home and now hurting like mad again

o ya do look out for tml, those who view my blog, photoshoots are out tomorrow so gonna post some out i guess ;p
gonna end here, nightz

Lastly my birthday and the new friends i made ;p

2010-01-24T19:09:00.000-08:00

They say if u cant stand the heat, stay out of the kitchen, but in my saying if hot babes gather they bring the kitchen to u XD

Thanks for being at my bday Da jie, Hui ping, Eva and Shirley

its a new year but memories cant be forgotten like my class XD final part

2010-01-24T18:58:00.000-08:00

Its Halloween 2009 my 1st ever halloween in a club

its a new year but memories cant be forgotten like my class XD Part 4

2010-01-24T18:52:00.001-08:00

Its sick and crazy..But its fun and yong ming enjoying it Xd hints the guy on the chair

its a new year but memories cant be forgotten like my class XD Part 3

2010-01-24T18:47:00.000-08:00

1st ever clubbing for me XD and the 1st time ever vomitted in my life
zzz becos of taxi alright? ; p

its a new year but memories cant be forgotten like my class XD Part 2

2010-01-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

Continuing on to Part 2, drinking training, pubs and clubs also with them LOL not to mention halloween !!~~~

its a new year but memories cant be forgotten like my class XD Part 1

2010-01-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

I remembered when i first entered higher nitec in 2008 i saw the class i am in and the clique they have..i told myself im screwed and how hard it is to join in into a regular clique...gonna be hell ahead..But it made me realise sth, some things may not be shown at first look XD

O and if u look clearly my 2 friends and i even found a way how to conquer and study accounting XD

AP rulesxz~~!!

busy and crazy year ahead

2010-01-24T02:20:00.000-08:00

A touchup on what i have done this year till today

Reopening of my blog : X
Photoshoots (although still dont knw hw it turn out, will post when i have received)
Bumping into a gal i like last time and till now ( hope to patch up soon wo) : p
got a silver for my physical test~~~~(sweet now i go NS for 1 yr and 10months)
Got interested in basketball ~~

Schedule of this year:

Advance office administration CA1 (Done)
Advance office administration CA2 (DOne)
Advance office administration Web designing (Done)
Public Relations Ca1 (Done)
Public Relations Media Critic Presentation (Done)
Public Relations Press Conference Report (Prompting)
Public Relations Press Conference Presentation (Prompting)
Advance office administration Excel ( no freaking idea how to do but coming soon)
Public Relations Final Exam - 9th March 2010
Basketball Commitments ( Just wanna grow to 179 and i can screw it LOl)
Part time in Foundation in Psychology ( Provided Ns accept my deferment april to August)
Getting my butt to NYP and Expertise in Marketing ( Also Ns part if agreed be april 2010 to april 2012)
Part time in Diploma in Psychology ( follow up if Ns agree, Most likely august to July 2011)
Getting my body Pumped up
Hoping to get my black belt Dan 2 provided i can find out where my missing instructor is
Try my best to stay single and wait for "her" ( Every friends pls remind me shut my mouth up to prevent any mistakes of not being single)

wat a gre8 day..

2008-08-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

hmmz lol so late then post..hmmz its friday nice number too 8/8/08,i, nich,ym and mk mid at kallang mrt,then we walk to somewhere near geylang there mid steve,when we there,we walk till lorong 9 eat porridge..LOL some might ask y go all the way there eat porridge..i have no freaking idea..LOl..

ym eat food got landing point,hold things with chopstixck le nxt moment gone LOL...then as usual nich ym n i will argue over tiny over things..LOL..it was fun,after we ate was around 7plus if i am right,we were still hungry so go n eat durian. i didn't eat, cos too heaty..lol bt steve was professional on durian..lol its surprising hw much 1 could knw abt food

after that we went to c " CHICKEN" lol if u get wat i mean, walk here n there, wah didnt knw sg got gambling den and sell vcd of well ahem..then walk pass alot of Chickens..wow..the heat was really up..some were pretty and to tell the truth y they go n do this..real wasted ..haish..bt i was sweating n my guilt was so up...

every1 was enjoying looking around except me walking faster than every1 to get out of there...AHHH srry wei wei...i didnt meant to go to those place..haish...tat day was suppose to c her too..cant believe went to such a place..

after that went to bugis to drink with the few i mentioned, the pub was real high class type..nt to mention the price was real high, ym nich n i drank the same while steve and mk drank another kind, when my glass arrive shocked hw tall it was LOL..then those dumb dumb tricked me by hiding my phone n making me think tat i was drunk

LOL steve surprisingly acted really well..i was like cant be mah..hw can so fast drunk LOL..lucky i switch hp to general mode,then call by nichs hp..lol ym slow on pressing the button,cos vibrate n sound..LOL..after that suppose to ton with ym n nich bt i went dwn raffles to go pei another person,we sat there for 45 min chatting dearly..sounds so wrong..lol bt its a gal so nth wrong except my heart is for always her..so nths gonna interfere.. yup,after tat we bid our farewell and i went home, end of blog.. dang i sure miss tat day but i also want go malaysia find her.. + . +