Friday, January 29, 2010
thanks kiddo
today was again a moodless day... when i woke up, my head was spinning~~ so didnt went school..afternoon just took a stroll and sat there thinking... Is what the fortune teller who predicted 80% of my life is true? am i really gonna be a goner this yr?theres a saying on 3 crucial happening in ur life that takes place,to get over 1 after another is your will or fate decides it for you..well my da jie took me to this fortune teller who looks at crystal, dont really believe in this but hey! my luck sucks last year so whats more it could hurt.. arrived and expected bunch of bullshits but however he know what the heck is going on, most of it is true.. and he told me 1 thing, your this year and next year be your crucial period where ur luck is at the lowest and anything can happen..well if u talking abt will to live i have non left to pull through if that thing happens.. why? Ans- my dad and mum can take care of themself, they dont lack anything, i have no siblings too
- there is no1 in life i need to protect anymore,things arent the same as before when i had my 1st gf whom i would give my 110% to make sure i pull through any crap this world have to throw at me
- i have met the 2 people in life that can gave me peace in my heart when im with them, and i have really enjoyed life, i gave everything i have for my 1st gf, i have enjoyed at least afew happy moments in my life
- i have met friends whom stayed with me when i was depressed,cried and almost killed myself
SO theres nothing for me to regret alreadyand about today i met the nicest kiddo in my life, hahaz hes a kid that actually praise a guy like me on why did i pick soccer instead of basketball, told him i was a soccer player, bball was just a sport to burn my time.. PS. kiddo when u reach my age u will know why sometimes a guy like me just wanna practice alone to keep things away from my mind.. thanks once again as u really made me smile
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