Friday, February 12, 2010
haish
today read girl girl blog, full of sadness..all i can say is that i will not sympathise but care as a guy,if i resort to sympathy i rather die..girl girl, i will stand by ur side, be it as a friend or some1 special..in times when u need me the most, be it a shoulder to cry on, advice to solve ur problem or a listening ear, whatever it takes to wipe out ur tears or sadness..i will lend u anything that i can give..
Just dont be sad, ur a person who can do anything mentally and far more stronger in doing logical things with a mind clear of what u are doing rather than mine, having the will to do things but however i will get what i want with my efforts but realise this is the wrong thing...so smile ;D
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12:31 AM
finally can have relaxation
been sometime since i post in my blog, sorry for dissapoint frequent readers...Been too busy lately..In project wise and teaching my bro on how to live his life correctly..
What went on recently in school:
- Got release from debarment list, get to take my exams !! YAY~~~ but of course got scolded lol due to teacher saying we must pass and i countering of sure pass but pass only by how many marks hahaz..(as if that will happen)
- Finished my Presentation and CA2 of AOA( advance office administration)
- Yong ming broke a chair and we laugh like mad haha
- really not looking forward to end of sch..haissh
What went on during Pub:
- funniest crap happen, went down to my fav pub, and didnt see hui ping for sometime she jiu diao me...dortz.. i only talk to shirley..what i do wrong sia
- Elaine woot!!~~~ she finall y started to make a move to talk to me hahahaha... that day some1 bang into her almost killed the guy , comon u knock into a gal and worst of all shes my friend..lucky she stop me
Chinese new yr
eh..nth new... guess maybe gonna sit through chinese new year, because i really find i can do nth during the Chinese new year
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12:19 AM
Sunday, January 31, 2010
hmmz...
lol..seems like i always skip a day to post another blog, yesterday played basketball...well unpredictable thing happen, my friend land on his head and i think his shen qin xian( nerve system) got tangled or sth and he got into a fits(however u spell it) situation..wasnt the first time i see it and i wasnt the only 1 there so i stayed calm, bt kinda a bad experience, he was vomiting there and he was my teammate..he was send to hospital bt before that it took many of us to hold him down
today did nth bt thought abt the frightful incident ytd, anyways game with yu han in the afternoon and zhen wei called me to go down and see wei jie in the hospital, reached there n he was like having a party, he pissed me off with his bed, kinda regret didnt crush him ytd, ;x LOL opps.. bt yea crack alot of jokes there and went home..so thats all i did and did alittle of my spanish research
el brazo izquierdo para proteger a mi familia, el brazo derecho para proteger a mi amor - left arm to protect my family, right arm to protect my love
PS. girl no matter what happen i will stand by ur side alright ? XD
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7:15 AM
Friday, January 29, 2010
thanks kiddo
today was again a moodless day... when i woke up, my head was spinning~~ so didnt went school..afternoon just took a stroll and sat there thinking... Is what the fortune teller who predicted 80% of my life is true? am i really gonna be a goner this yr?theres a saying on 3 crucial happening in ur life that takes place,to get over 1 after another is your will or fate decides it for you..well my da jie took me to this fortune teller who looks at crystal, dont really believe in this but hey! my luck sucks last year so whats more it could hurt.. arrived and expected bunch of bullshits but however he know what the heck is going on, most of it is true.. and he told me 1 thing, your this year and next year be your crucial period where ur luck is at the lowest and anything can happen..well if u talking abt will to live i have non left to pull through if that thing happens.. why? Ans- my dad and mum can take care of themself, they dont lack anything, i have no siblings too
- there is no1 in life i need to protect anymore,things arent the same as before when i had my 1st gf whom i would give my 110% to make sure i pull through any crap this world have to throw at me
- i have met the 2 people in life that can gave me peace in my heart when im with them, and i have really enjoyed life, i gave everything i have for my 1st gf, i have enjoyed at least afew happy moments in my life
- i have met friends whom stayed with me when i was depressed,cried and almost killed myself
SO theres nothing for me to regret alreadyand about today i met the nicest kiddo in my life, hahaz hes a kid that actually praise a guy like me on why did i pick soccer instead of basketball, told him i was a soccer player, bball was just a sport to burn my time.. PS. kiddo when u reach my age u will know why sometimes a guy like me just wanna practice alone to keep things away from my mind.. thanks once again as u really made me smile
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5:26 AM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
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7:26 AM
those who read this pls stop asking me this questions again n hope u knw me better
A short always asked questions by people
- why do i always put gals before guys even though the guys i have known for a long time?
- Ans: simple, Becos firstly, i lack of interest in guys ( sorry for being so direct) ;p , 2nd we guys happen to be a auto mindset, even if the other guys dont accompany us we can find other people to get company from or we will just find other things to do while gals if they ask guys out, usually they have things on their mind or they cant find some1 else to be with them
2. why wont i hesitate to die for the people i love?
- Ans: if u are me, wont u do the same? we got to face death one day so why scared to die?rather than u die of aging or sickness, getting to die for your love ones is more worth it
3. IF there is one thing that you aint good at doing, what is that?
- Ans: i am the worst at failing at things i wanna do
4.Why am i so bossy?protective of my friends or love ones?
- If ur born in a family that gives u everything, u have no siblings.. all u have is friends whom u stick with and love ones whom u used your effort to get them, i cant bear and afford to watch my own friends and even more my loved ones get hurt..after all they are the only ones whom i used my own effort without the help of my family to get
5. being bossy, arent u afraid they will hate you?
- if i have done everything in my capabilities be it warning them or protecting them..i rather they hate me than being hurt themself
6. how was your first love?
- it was hell? imagine u rush all the way back from korea itself knowing ur gf is ill and find out shes two timing u?
7.whats the most memorable name given to u by ur ex's/gf?
- eh...other than my 1st and 2nd gf, others just pretty much gave me dear and darling, but my 1st gave me "SHA REN YAN" killers eye, and 2nd gf is a thai so its quite special calling tirak in thai meaning for dear
8.whats the most memorable thing u have ever encountered in life?
- probaly having my 1st kiss stolen from me without me even preparing for it...wanted to do it the drama style u knw? eyes stare and then eye brown lift up kinda thingy
9.What near death experience ya encountered before?
- only 3 i guess, firstly was i was small and have high fever and almost died lol, 2nd was singapore taekwondo competition tryouts and the guy i fought with to get into the list punch a hole through a wall LOL lucky manage to dodge it and lastly the stupid yong ming bang the lift and drop till lower ground floor
10.things i hate to eat?
- vegetable?mushrooms? anything to do with veggie
eh cant think of anything more, will update if i do
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5:54 AM
Results of the visit to the doctor..
Like i say on the earlier post i went to see the doc for the cause of my coughing of blood...and well it is pissed off to say...
- enter the doc office and he asked me whats wrong with me and i told him i coughed out blood and feeling dizzy nowadays while doing sports
- he checked my blood pressure and heart rate and told me that my heart rate was beating faster than normal, and i am having low blood pressure
- next he asked me how many hours i do sports a day and i said 6 without fail, he almost faint lol
- he told me to stop doing sports as since i am low blood pressure, i required sweet things to keep my body moving but however if not my heart got to work twice to keep my body moving and by not resting everyday and forcing myself to work over the limit, i will continue to cough blood (summarize version of what complicated stuff he say)
- i told him how long he wanted me to stop, he said for at least 1 week and go back to do another checkup to confirm if i am fit to go back to sports
- end of day, lol got muscle relaxant, heavy cough medicine, pain killers,dizzy/headache(similar to panadol) and a hardcore scolding from family doc of not going for the last blood check he arranged for me
conclusion, i pretty much dont give a shit about his prescription, LOL u call me dont do sports is like cutting off my arms and legs
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3:41 AM